Monday, October 26, 2009

Frustrated....

The title pretty much sums it up. So frustrated with my life. Sometimes I wish I had the courage to just end it all. At the ripe age of 24 my life has plummeted to the buttom of the hill. The last real friend I fealt I had, I feel like she has betrayed me. I have no one to love and no one that loves me. Im sitting here listening to the most depressing music. I feel like I have accomlished nothing in life. i went to school for a degree I'm not using. Im working a shit hole job only because its helping me pay down my debt. Im divorced... and finding out all these things that have me doubting my self confidence, or what little there is left of it. I used to be so confident of myself and my actions, and now all I do is doubt anything and everything I do. I feel like nothing I do is good enough anymore. I'm not even sure why I get up in the morning anymore hoping for a good day.

1 comment:

  1. I completely understand where you are coming from, I have been there myself too many times to count, and luckily i read your more recent blog to know you are doing and feeling much better, you are such a beautiful human being, you deserve to love yourself and your life, hugs!

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